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Lot's of ideas pop in my head each day, yet my writing here seems to reflect some sort of black hole, me against the world crap. 

I have a husband and three children who are getting the short end of the stick. 

Highlights over the last 2 months include:


~X~ (notice that he is one whole category????)
2 new supplements for X. ASD plex and HCL Mindlinx pro biotic. With every change in supplements comes me panicking and calling Tami at Bio Ray. We started NDF Plus again after a 2 month break and the only way I can explain the radical changes in X is by comparing it to the love of your life who has Alzheimer's recognizing you after 5 months. I just want to keep him home and pick his brain and enjoy all of the cool moments which come from metals leaving his body. 

Anyway...it was short lived...which is why I called Tami freaking out. Actually I posted on the boards first, and then called. I have narrowed down X's resistance of coming over to the dark side typical world to 4 possible suspects. 

I guess I can be thankful to be past the "is this supplement okay" stage. Ordering OSR this week and Davinci DMG. Also, teaching pill swallowing. This will make a huge difference. Still enjoying our old faith fulls but tweaking a bit before the new year. 

X has time trials for the swim team next week, which I am excited about. For a boy with little upper body strength, this is really good. He loves it and I love him loving it.


~Home~
My home is still not really a home. Goals include decorating, buying a bed frame and creating a cool headboard (this will probably never happen). Everything is chaotic here.


~Me~
Sleep deprived. Had a headache for 2 months now....probably some sort of tumor. Lost 26 pounds. Got a three month supply of Ativan so I don't have to beg, and borrow form Colleen anymore. Digging myself, my thoughts, my Vivaglam 5 and 6 lipglass, and my haircut.