Why can't I let things go...just start a new chapter in my life?
I cried the entire drive home thinking about leaving the city (well, X leaving the city).
Only this particular session was more about X's growth.
Spreading his wings and flying on his own.
This is it. I have given him everything I have. Now we play the waiting game and see how it all plays out when he enters school.
A few weeks ago each of his team members along with his pre-school teachers gathered for a presentation.
I observed them eating supper and chatting...living their lives.
At that moment I wondered if they knew what they have given to my son and family.
They surely understand the magnitude of how are lives have changed due to X's progress, but do they know this is the best thing that will ever happen to me?
How do you thank someone for giving your child a chance at life?
I'm finished crying now...but Nadia has started. So much for reflecting!
Sara's Comment-
Thanks Tawnya...for making me cry! At least this team member will miss you guys as well and I will think often about how you all are doing. As for X, he is more than capable of maintaining a successful path which he has put himself on. All we have done is showed him the start of it. I hope things are going well in New Glasgow.
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