Just Do It

Totally pissed at myself.  Each night while doing whatever, I script a complete blog post in my head.  Why don't I stop what I am doing and type?  Because I am anal, and the "all or nothing" type that I have decided not to post until I can make my blog look prettier???  I have tried 6 different templates, and don't care for any of them.  More examples of the "all or nothing" game I've been playing for 5 years include:

• Not hanging, printing, or scrap booking using pictures until I learn to use photo shop and my purchased actions.
• Not buying new clothing until I am the size I want to be (even if this means I miss out on events, or look like a homeless person when I decide I must go outside).
• Never taking a break from Autism and the madness that follows it
• Intending to provide Xavier with the best doctors and supplements (even though it means we will never ever again have cash, sleep, friend's, or time).